I am so sick of trying to be who everybody wants me to be. I mean I can just get in my car and go away but then Norton thinks I am out cheating on him or God only knows what else. If iI haven't cheated on him yet why start now.... But then again he spends all his time with everyone but me. For the past couple of weeks he has been "going fishing" but he just never seems to actually go. He always ends up at someone elses house or at wawa or who only knows where else. I go to bed almost every night ny myself and hes not even working nights anymore. I wonder why nobody can ever love me the way i dream of. I just want someone to love me unconditionally.... maybe one day but for now i'll keep dreaming